It seems as though I was very angry in my last couple blogs. But I can't help that. It honestly wasn't my fault. I was a bit shaky until this morning, and every time I find myself alone, the shakes come back.
But things should, hopefully, over the next couple of weeks. I need to push my way through these exams and all will be good. Hopefully. Bit scared about exams actually.
I'm watching High School Musical. Reliving the musical days, now haunted with a terrifying new memory. But who was in the wrong? Was it him? Or was it her? I guess no one will ever know. But I know where I stand.
"It'll all be okay" "Everything is going to be fine." Yeah, but from whose point of view? My Aunty wanted me to stay in Wagga so that I don't have to put up with this shit anymore. Start a new life and move on from the crap. And I actually considered it, and to some extent, still am.
On a somewhat lighter note. I'm lucky. Incredibly lucky. You know someone likes you when they put up with all your shit and doesn't complain when you're being annoying or whinge about everything wrong in your life. Thank you so much babe. I owe you big time.
Anywho, I'm off. Big day of school again tomorrow. :S
loveyou. xxxxx :) :)
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