breakdown.

Today was. Different. Had the Hospo exam first up. At about 10 I looked at the clock and my breathing started getting heavy and my eyes welled up. I looked at the roof and then to my paper. I had about two or three questions to go. I had to leave.

I got permission and walked to the toilets and sat on a toilet and sobbed for a bit. Then I walked back to the exam and sat outside while I tried to compose myself. Then Mrs Harris came out and tried to get me to talk and I just cried even more. Eventually I got back into the exam and finished what I could. Breakdown in the middle of an exam. Awesome Kass, good work.

And then I spent the better part of the day pretty down. And then we got to English. Shit that was scary. We walked in and everyone expected to get pummelled. We didn't. She was unbelievably calm and talked to us about how we should be going about doing study and stuff. And then we watched the end of A Midsummer Night's Dream. It was funny.

Now I is home alone and very tired. We have a monstrously huge day tomorrow. Music and Hospo Pracs. Hopefully I can do my Music assessment early so I can try and relax a bit before Hospo. Crazy stupid freaking people for putting both exams on the same day. Should be shot.

Eh, good night world. :)

I love you. xx