"Be a turtle."

~Sorry if I made you upset. I didn't mean to.
~Thanks for trying to make me smile. It kinda helped.
~Every time I read "Be a turtle" I try not to cry and feel stressed.
~Why is there a bottle on my desk?
~Apparently I have so much more self-control than I thought I did.
~Who cares what people write in their blogs? If you don't like it, don't read it. Simple as that.
~Fruit & Nut Chocolate. <3
~That wine tastes like Nail Polish remover.

I love you. That's a start, right? Um. Hmmm. You are honest to God incredible. I don't know what or where I would be without you. Yeah, yeah, so I coped for a while without you, but before then was the hardest part of my life. And only a few people actually now understand why. Including you.

The past couple of days have been rough, I'm sure that you can understand that. But not once did I stop to think what it was doing to everyone around me. I'm sorry, but this was all going to come out eventually. And I can understand how it's hurting you. You have your stuff too. Sorry I didn't think about that. I do love you.

I'm absolutely exhausted. I shall be talking to you tomorrow.
I love you. :) xxx