rice bubbles and milo.

Today was weird. I was on a constant mood change. I'd be on a high for a few minutes and then feel like crap.

Where to start, a lecture from Mum, and then a pissed off walk to the bus stop. Then I got to school and had a cheese sammich and a hot milo. Nardy makes a good sammich. Bio was fun, we had to do population thing on counters. Then Kate and Lauchlan started flicking counters around the room. Then we went to hospo and got our uniforms.

Bec attacked John at recess because he put her steamroller down his pants. God it was funny. Double music was pretty boring again. Working out the bass line to Moondance on piano. Tricky. Lunch got pretty depressing. Maths test. Fail. Completely forgot how to do factorising. CAFs we started watching Cheaper by the Dozen. Got a text of Mum. Definitely moving to Rosedale. Probs will start moving in next week. Mighty exciting.

And then I came home and slept for a few hours and sent off my English narrative. I wrote 2000 words and still hadn't finished. I have alot of culling to do. Then we had Thai for dinner and now I feel sick.




Been reading a few peoples blogs and it seems everyone these days has hit a rough patch. Ally put it to me yesterday that maybe I have to get through the hard shit at the beginning of my life so that the rest of it will be happy. I'd like to know when the happy part starts coz lately I've been freaking miserable. We didn't go to Wagga today because we're moving house and that got me mighty sad. I was looking forward to going up for this weekend for ages and now we aren't and I cried. Alot.

Seems these days no matter what I say, it makes someone angry or upset, and whatever I do never seems to be enough. So instead of trying to help people, I'm just going to look after myself. I've tried helping people but it never seems to help and so I've given up on trying. Do what you think will make you happy.

I'm in love with Rice Bubbles. I had two bowls when I got home from school. And milo. J'adore Milo. Rice Bubbles and Milo. Perfect afternoon tea. :)

Anywho, I'm terribly tired and think it best be time I head for the pillow.

Good night cruel world. And these days, instead of being a joke like it was when I was little, seems more fact than fiction. Keen to start Shakespeare next term.

Much love,
Me x.