So being sick doesn't give you any benefits. You throw up, get phlegm, cry, sit in pain, feel nauseous all the time and are totally drained. Pretty much how I felt all day.
I think I'm pretty lucky. At school, people have been complaining about their workload, and I sit there and think, I really should stop complaining, I have a couple of things I have to catch up on, and two assessments. I could have three modules of correspondence work to catch up on, or have ten assessments due within the next couple of weeks. I have nothing. Homework that I get and a couple of things to do. Nothing.
Tonight Mum's taking us to play barefoot bowls with Ray White. I'm in a team with Bobbi, Adam and Hannah. I actually don't feel up to it, but I'm gunna get up and have a go anyway.
Sometimes I think I have the onset to Bipolar. One minute I'll be fine and ahppy to talk to whoever or feel on top of the world, someone will say something and I'll snap and get pissy at everyone and just want to go and cry. I confuse myself.
Today at lunch while I felt like I was dying, I kinda fell asleep on Allys hip with her brushing my hair back. I looked in the window and saw Brady standing with his hand around Allys waist and had a major flash forward of them looking the same except where I was, there was a little bassinet in front of them. It made me smile and I went back to sleep. And then I opened my eyes and saw Kayla taking photos of me. Lovely.
I'd like to take this chance to apologise to anyone I've ever offended or upset. I probably didn't realise and I have a habit to talk without thinking, but I'm trying to get that under control.
Anyway, I'm stuffed and I have a fair bit of homework to do. Anyone want to do it for me?? :D :P I made a funny.
Love,
Me x
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