monopoly.

"Well you can tell by the way I walk my walk I'm a cheese-balls man." Alvin and The Chipmunks 2. :) Good movie. Footy was good today. Boys won by 40 odd goals in the first grade; 17's won by about 6 or 7 goals. Good effort by the boys. I drove home from Narooma too. Didn't fuck it up until I was driving up the driveway. :) Very proud.
I take lots of photos while I'm at footy. Thought I'd share a few. :)
I love you. xx

2 months. ♥ ♥

Today was absolutely fantabulous. Walking to the bus stop, for a change I felt really good. Sent and received a message that set my day up for smiles. Then when we got to school me and Bridget helped serve breakfast in the canteen because Maria looked pretty confused and busy anyways. So that got us an extra hour service period. :D

First period was good. Told Maggie and Tayla they haven't lived coz of two things: "Rocky Horror Picture Show" and "Beatrix Potter and Peter Rabbit". Silly girls. Hospo was :)) Lesson with the saxophonists third was good. It was good to get back into it. Music theory on Pitch. Eh.

Lunch and recess have been pretty cool the last few days. Had Kaileigh and Brooke around. Um, what was next? MATHS!! :)) That was funny. We did that estimating height thingy. And we got to go outside and walk around and be outside. It was good instead of being inside all lesson. CAFS as usual consisted of summarising the textbook again.

Went into town this arvo and got a Subway sammich. Chicken Parmigiana on the Italian Herb bread. Always get it when I go in there. So good. Then I went and did another service period for the Leukaemia Foundation. Enfield, Lyttle and Hogg were there with their husbands and were on the champers and wine all night. So funny.

Just finished watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. 'twas good. So I'm guessing now that it's after 12 it's Saturday. Awesome.

That's it from me.
I love you. xxx

where?

Selfish people. One of my biggest pet hates. And when you're trying to explain to someone that you aren't feeling real great, it doesn't help when they turn the story around and pretend that you're fine and that their shit is worse than yours. Sometimes you have to way it up and see who really is worse off. But no, you're the one who's upset today, you're the one who needs help. That's fine, and I'm sure you can understand how I'm feeling. And why I've been so sick lately.

So not a lot of people actually know that. Yeah, I have been sick lately. And I haven't been in a real great place lately. And I'll confess, two of my blogs "she..." and "her..." are me, but I feel that if I write them in second person, that it really isn't my story and that if I do so, I can convince myself that I'm okay. When I really know I'm not.

So this is short. Sorry if I've ever said anything to offend anyone, sorry if I've ever hurt you, physically or mentally or emotionally. I know better than anyone that the harsh words latch to you memory better than the good. Shit I still remember crap people said in Year 2 and Year 3.

That's bout it. Nothing too crash hot, but it's there.
I love you. xxx

her...

The past couple of days saw her health change incredibly. The bleeding intensified and the migranes refuse to subside. She fears that there is some form of eating disorder coming along nicely. Her old friend wants to move in much more quickly than before.

Her friends don't see it, but she is hiding. She notices more and more that her acting is becoming increasingly better. But time will tell. Tell her who her true friends are, and those who of those who have pledged their love will still be around.

She feels that her teachers are becoming increasingly aware of her state of mind, and that she is slowly deteriorating. Both mentally and physically. Her lack of sleep continues to show face during the times where she needs to be most alert. Things that catch her attention are usually the negative.

But something catches her eye. Friends she didn't think she had begin to provide support, and she realises that there might be support there for her. That people actually care.

But she can't talk about it. People ask questions, ask how she's doing, "fine" is usually the answer, but more and more she allows people to know that her head actually isn't where it should be. They offer help, but denies them, assuring the she will be fine in getting to where she needs to be.

Perry the Platypus: The Movie.

xx Bec says:
"dear disney, we're professionals and we think "
Kass says:
that for a number of episodes, (two to be exact) we feel that you may need to consider dress Perry the Platypus from Phineas and Ferb in a penguin costume as we as though Phineas and Ferb may be suspecting Perrys secret identity
xx Bec says:
"also, we suggest that a love interest in the form of a mongoose be introduced for the aforementioned platypus"
"and the mongooses secret agent hat should have a flower, for easy identification"
Kass says:
of femininity. unless you feel that perry has homosexual tendencies, then by all means, make the mongoose male.
xx Bec says:
however gay animal sex may upset the little children
so please make the mongoose a feminine male, if he indeed must be male
Kass says:
if the mongoose and perry do indeed end up together, we feel that their offspring, (should there be any) may have little secret agent hats with flowers in them
xx Bec says:
and that they should be blue mongooses and brown platypusses, assuming the mongoose itself is brown, if not please edit where necessary
Kass says:
the family of platy-geese should live in a blue and brown camoflauge house made out of leaves
xx Bec says:
with a humourous pelican post man who occasionally gets their mail confused with their hedgehog neighbours, which will ensure constant laughs for all ages
Kass says:
perry should drive a car in the shape of a hat
xx Bec says:
and have a brown paper bag lunch packed by his wife for him everyday
Kass says:
and it should be a sammich with a fish on it
xx Bec says:
and the fish should have a musical number
Kass says:
and spongebob should make an appearance in the number
xx Bec says:
with patrick
and king julian!
Kass says:
AND NEMO AND DORY!!
xx Bec says:
omg yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and mort
Kass says:
and woody and buzz
xx Bec says:
oh how i love toy story
and mickey and pluto
Kass says:
oh hell just get everyone from disney in on it
xx Bec says:
except hannah montanna hahaha
Kass says:
haha, yours sincerely, bec and kass
xx Bec says:
hahaha indeed
im sure theyll agree
Kass says:
theyd have to
xx Bec says:
its such a convincing argument
genius id call it
Kass says:
imagine what would happen if they smooshe our brains together and made it one big brain
xx Bec says:
OMG!
world domination
in short haha
Kass says:
hahaha
xx Bec says:
at least one hell of a disney movie haha
Kass says:
hahaha,
PERRY THE PLATYPUS THE MOVE
or musical
dear disney, in regard to our previous email, we feel as though two episodes will not be able to handle the magnitude of our ideas and feel that it is now in your hands to create a new motion picture titled "Perry the Platypus: the movie"
xx Bec says:
hahahaha i think we go further
and have us as characters
Kass says:
BRILLIANT