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Selfish people. One of my biggest pet hates. And when you're trying to explain to someone that you aren't feeling real great, it doesn't help when they turn the story around and pretend that you're fine and that their shit is worse than yours. Sometimes you have to way it up and see who really is worse off. But no, you're the one who's upset today, you're the one who needs help. That's fine, and I'm sure you can understand how I'm feeling. And why I've been so sick lately.

So not a lot of people actually know that. Yeah, I have been sick lately. And I haven't been in a real great place lately. And I'll confess, two of my blogs "she..." and "her..." are me, but I feel that if I write them in second person, that it really isn't my story and that if I do so, I can convince myself that I'm okay. When I really know I'm not.

So this is short. Sorry if I've ever said anything to offend anyone, sorry if I've ever hurt you, physically or mentally or emotionally. I know better than anyone that the harsh words latch to you memory better than the good. Shit I still remember crap people said in Year 2 and Year 3.

That's bout it. Nothing too crash hot, but it's there.
I love you. xxx