slutty marshmallow

Okay. Pissed off. Me? Yeah. Forgive me but I'd actually like to do well in my exams. I don't care how much you hate school or how much you don't want to be there, but for me it's a different story. It's a step towards my future. My career. What happens to me when I leave. It affects the decisions I make and what I choose to do when I want. So don't you dare get fucking shitty when I tell you no, because you aren't really very high on my priority list at the moment. And if that isn't clear enough, come find me and I will make it clear for you.

You say you care what I think or feel, but you obviously don't take much notice. Leave me alone when I do my work. Leave me alone to concentrate and focus. Not only at school. Having the constant little distractions is really starting to shit me and I don't think I'm going to be able to handle that over the next month. So until the end of exams, fuck off, and leave me be. Stop pestering. If there's one thing I hate in the world it's persistent people. I said no once. Accept it and move on.

Okay. Now that that's over. Hello. Yesterday was epic. Woke up at 6am, got up at 8 and was at footy by 9.30. I drove there, attempted my first kerb-side park and ran up the kerb in front of everyone at the footy club. *blush* Embarrassing on another level. Then I drove from footy into town. Did that well, went to underground park, stalled over the first speed hump then near took the side off my car and another one. So Mum drove back to footy. Then I time-kept for the first half of the 17's game, blew the hooter late, after having the boys wait for five minutes, forgot I had to do three or four other things while I was time-keeping. So the start to my day was shit. Half-time I got ready for my game.

Played back pocket the whole game. Only came off in the last two minutes of the game. Almost played a whole game. Had a few good runs. Made a break through two Bermi girls then booted the ball out of the 50. Pretty happy with that. Bit stiff today, but was definitely worth it. Shame we don't play more often. Then sat around for the last few games. Did my job for the last game, then came home to get ready for Stars of the Seahawks.

That was pretty funny. Joshy V went first. So good. Then Captain AJ went, came out naked, only wearing two of the premiership flags. So funny. Then the acts went on. Had dinner and dessert. had a good time. Danced a bit. After it was all finished, the very very drunk boys started pulling their pants down. Two of them left off a bit of steam and were "fighting". Was pretty scary. After that we went home. $60 for a taxi out to Rosedale. Holy bananas. but we did do three trips in one, so it would've been less. Had to fill Mum in on what she didn't remember from last night. She was pretty sick, as soon as we got home she was hugging the toilet, then told us we should never drink. So funny. Didn't get to bed until 12:45 in the am. So tired.

Today. Played a few levels of Where's Wally? So good. But distracting. Got all my stuff for the SOR essay done, so I'm happy with that. Tried to have a go at the CAFS assignment but got to pissed off so I wrote this. And now I'm done. :) I got a new vegetable peeler for my knife roll for Hospo, cos the other one's shit.

Fin.