κορίτσι ελληνικά

-I love it when I make dinner and it tastes good, and fills the house with the best aroma. :)
-I downloaded some Greek music. Love it. Makes me want to dance, and for some reason picks my mood back up. :)
-Silly Wood Fire is making everything hot. People are complaining about the cold outside and I'm kinda sweating. :S
-Shit dinner was good. If I do say so myself. :D
-Blackbird-Sarah McLachlan. <3
-I'm sorry I sounded like a bitch, it's just stuff I needed to get off my chest. :(
-I love you. :)
-Χριστός να με βοηθήσει.
-I can't find my CAFS textbook. :S
-Sirtaki. <3
-Σ'αγαπώ.
-Fuck Exams.
-"Put some Windex on i'."
:):):) night night. xxx

what would you like me to do?

It seems as though I was very angry in my last couple blogs. But I can't help that. It honestly wasn't my fault. I was a bit shaky until this morning, and every time I find myself alone, the shakes come back.

But things should, hopefully, over the next couple of weeks. I need to push my way through these exams and all will be good. Hopefully. Bit scared about exams actually.

I'm watching High School Musical. Reliving the musical days, now haunted with a terrifying new memory. But who was in the wrong? Was it him? Or was it her? I guess no one will ever know. But I know where I stand.

"It'll all be okay" "Everything is going to be fine." Yeah, but from whose point of view? My Aunty wanted me to stay in Wagga so that I don't have to put up with this shit anymore. Start a new life and move on from the crap. And I actually considered it, and to some extent, still am.

On a somewhat lighter note. I'm lucky. Incredibly lucky. You know someone likes you when they put up with all your shit and doesn't complain when you're being annoying or whinge about everything wrong in your life. Thank you so much babe. I owe you big time.

Anywho, I'm off. Big day of school again tomorrow. :S
loveyou. xxxxx :) :)

Sorry.

I'm sorry about my previous post. But I don't think I can do it anymore. I love you, but I'm over second guessing myself. If you must, you must. Go right ahead, I won't stop you anymore.

I came to Wagga, specifically, to forget the things that have gone on since February, when I was here last, and you knew full well that I wanted to enjoy myself. I've cried way to much already. I've sat outside in the cold and bawled my eyes out to the point that I gave myself a blood nose. I don't know if anyone realises how helpless and isolated I actually feel at the moment. I want to be with everyone as support, but I don't know how good-a-support I would be.

I feel somewhat guilty for not being there today while everyone else was out. I sat at the Wagga Racecource hyperventilating. Alone. I don't mean to sound selfish, but I had no one. I sat there hyperventilating and alone.

I love you, but I don't know if I can help you anymore.

Fuck you.

Fuck you. You knew I was here to have fun and you just ruined my whole fucking frame of mind for the whole fucking weekend. Seriously, be a bit more considerate.

YOU FUCKING KNEW!YOU KNEW THAT I HAD TO GET AWAY FROM ALL THE SHIT AND READJUST MY MIND FRAME, AND ONE MESSAGE, ONE FUCKING TEXT MESSAGE SCREWED THAT UP.

I hope you're fucking happy.

Only upside to this weekend. Tomorrow I'm partying with 6 year olds.

So thank you.

oh god

Okay, I'm in Wagga, thank God. Almost didn't get here. Power steering shat itself this morning and almost didn't get a car and then we got my Papou's car and now we're here.

And my iPod shat itself, and my putey wouldn't connect to the internet. But now I'm on and my iPod's fixed, and I'm tired.

Ohmygod. On the way up, there were trucks and cars going between 130-150. Shit it was scary, especially driving at night. And we got blinded by the Sun coming and Mum swerved off the road and we were all like "GAHHHHHH!!"

But it was funny. Hannah rolled down the window and screamed "MOOOOOO!!!" One Cow looked.

So that's my pretty (un)eventful day

<3 loveyou. :):)