When I Look At You.

Yesterday was good fun. Played footy. So funny. All the girls felt like death after the first half. Thank God we only played for the 10 min halves, otherwise I might have stopped breathing. Then I sung the national anthem. I didn't think it went to well, but apparently after the first line I "pulled it together".

Today we went into town, I bought a Lava Lamp. Love it.

Anywho, I just went and had a hot bath. When I got out I felt relaxed as all crap. And then I went and put myself some food. As I was walking towards the table, my head started to spin, and all of a sudden I couldn't see or hear anything. So I stumbled to the table, blind and deaf, somehow managed to put my food down, and followed instructions from a somewhat tense Mum.

So after dry reaching for a bit, I wiped the food off my hand and held my head in my hands with my eyes closed for a bit. I felt like I was gunna pass out. But I feel better now that I've eaten.

But apart from that, I've had a good weekend so far. OH! We watched The Blair Witch Project. Pointless. A couple of scary bits, but overall, pointless. And Dad decided to show face after 6 months of nothing. Basically told Hannah to get fucked after she confronted him about not getting birthday presents for the second year in a row, after giving Jake $100 for his. So Hannah put up a status on Facebook. And good on her for it, people shouldn't be upset by it, it's more informing them of the shit that he likes to do. But that's who he is, and there's nothing anyone else can do about it.

And now Facebook won't open up. Stupid. I'm going to watch Ned, which Brady believes is the funniest movie ever.
Au revoir mes amis.
Moi xo.

P.S: The title's of my posts are of song names. :)

Save Me, San Francisco.

I couldn't think of what to write about before, but I've decided to make a list.

1. Justin Bieber is an idiot, but I do love One Time.
2. They did NOT take Gullible out of the dictionary.
3. Cheese does NOT sound like Gullible.
4. Year 7's get stupider and smaller every year.
5. Carl Barron; Danny Bhoy; Dylan Moran; Tim Minchin; Steven K Amos. Funniest people alive.
6. Peas and Peace are NOT the same things. And Olive should not be a substitute for I Love. STOP USING CONDAMENTS FOR MESSAGES.
7. Mumford & Sons are wonderful and I fucking love their music.
8. I kick a football so much better with only one boot on.
9. AFL is NOT a pussy sport.
10. Monty Python's Holy Grail and Life of Brian. Possibly the best movies ever.
11. I seriously thought that our group was history.
12. Ally P. Kayla M. I don't know where I'd be without you two.
13. Brady. Alex. John. You guys are awesome.
14. Roosters are the fucking shit.
15. Jess O, Sheersy, Maddy, Kaylee, Bec, Kaileigh, Sarah. You guys are amazing, always know how to make me laugh.
16. Midnight Beast are fucking hilarious.
17. Meggzy, Pickles, Aunty, Lally, Uncle, Barbi, Lou, Cody, Ruben. You guys know how to party.
18. Bus Trips for excurssions are the best.
19. This never ending list and it's need to go on is stoopid.
20. Mrs Cohen finds more bloody meaning in a fucking book than the composer meant it to have.
21. Batemans Bay Seahawks. What more needs to be said?
22. School Teachers. Especially the ones who've been incredibly supportive of me this year.
23. I can finish Solitaire in 62 seconds, and Minesweeper in 5.
24. I'm so fucking bored.
25. iTunes. You're stoopid.
26. Mummy. I love you.
27. Jake. You're an idiot.
28. Hannah. You and your friends are crazy.
29. Technology. ILY!
30. Last, but very not least. Dyl. We're awesome. You're awesome. Continually amazing me. Forever grateful. ♥ :) FILY!!

"Your mother was a hamster, and your father smelt of elderberries!!"

"What Are you going to do? Bleed on me?"

Night night lads and ladettes.
Me xo.

happy days are coming my way.

Just when things took a turn for the worst, someone flipped it all around. I seriously was starting to get worried. And things are good again. ROBBIE WON SYTYCD!!! WOOOOOO!!!

Today after the CSM I thought I was gunna die. It was hot and there was so much work to do. I had a minor anxiety attack in front of Mrs Whiting and Mrs (Cathy) Harris. So Mrs Whiting went and got chocolate. Then I had my freak out, but there were a couple of faces who seemed to make me smile, no matter how shitty I feel.

Last night I got a bit upset. It seemed as though our friends were leaving, and that one of my rocks would be going to. But recent events of tonight seemed to have changed that again, and life goes back to its perfectness.

I'm so ecstatic at the moment I don't know what to write about. I just hope it doesn't end the way it did last time.

And still, saying good bye is hard. But it's not for long.

I love you guys. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


Hannah. FILY!! ♥

absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Why is it so hard to let go? At the end of the day, or when we have to go, saying goodbye is the hardest part. But the upside is knowing that it won't be the last time.

The holidays were just, wow. We moved house, and that's why I haven't blogged for ages. We just got Internet back and I'm like WOOO! Just had a ham and tzatziki wrap for dinner, and now all I can taste is garlic. So what happened?

Aamplify was good. Spent it with the awesomest people. Chasing and looking after drunk idiots again. Then watched the fireworks in the arms of the most amazing person ever, with Mum and Hannah chuckling to the side.

Sunday spent unpacking and moving shit again. Sat and watched the Sixth Sense and Johnny English. Except I couldn't concentrate on the movies. Stayed up til like 11:30 unpacking my room and sorting out where all my crap would go.

And the rest of the holidays were pretty sad. I missed you so much and until this morning I couldn't help but be, :)

Haha, I just remembered. Me and Hannah spent our last day in the Surf Beach house dancing like idiots to music on V and MTV. And now the photos are on Facebook. Shit they're funny.

Anyways, I'm out.
Much much love,
Me xo.

the end of a chapter.

Tonight might just be my last blog in this extremely long and challenging chapter of my short life. With everything happening so quickly I haven't really had time to look back and go "Oh my God." Today I spent all day finishing packing. We start the long awaited move to Rosedale, and shit am I keen. I'm not finished, but I've done as much as I can. I think I'm gunna miss the much anticipated Aamplify on Saturday to help Mum move. Which sucks.

If any one's read my blogs lately, you'll probably have noticed that I'm pretty over the moon. But what do you do when things start going great? You're thankful. And I am. I am adjusting to having all that I need, and that when I look at the clock and it says the oh mighty and powerful 11:11, I can't help but smile and know that I don't need to wish for anything else. That all that I have is mine, and I don't want it to ever let go.

And Sunday can't come sooner. I'm going to make it official that on the 11th of April 2010 marks the beginning of a new chapter in the life of Kass. A new week, a new home, a new time, a new life and a fresh start for me and my family. And what a way for it to start. :)

So here's to new beginnings. That although everyone's experiencing heartache and hardships, take it from me, because I never believed it until now. There really is a light at the end of the tunnel. It's probably a big arse tunnel, but you will find the end of it eventually. Have faith. Corny I know, but the constant wishing and pleading with the universe has paid off, and I couldn't be happier. So hang in there, you'll make it.

So in my book of life, on Sunday I will turn the page and start fresh.
:) Me xo.