lost cause.

As soon as some motivation comes, to try to fix something, to try and do well, it goes almost as quickly as it came.

I don't know anymore.

I have no motivation for school, and I've lost any motivation to be able to comprehend anything. All I ever want to do is sleep.

The holidays can't come quick enough. It's like I've burnt out already, and the hard work hasn't even started yet.

I'm fucked. The end.

lucky.

:) Hello world.
I've been in bed for almost half an hour. And have been listening to my Michael Buble Cd's for the first time in so long. I'm sorry I ever stopped listening to him. His music, the words to his songs, make me feel good. I don't know why but everything just falls into perspective while he serenades me.

The last week has been awesome. Had the Think Pink Charity Dinner for the McGrath Foundation. Alongside Kaileigh we slow baked the most beautiful pork I have ever tasted. That was the epitome of my back of house experience. To know that I part took in creating an extremely beautiful dish. Learning for the very talented Roger Bayley, working and laughing the whole time with Kate, James and Jane as they failed epically with the first few attempts at rolling their chicken. Kate's constant complaining about how gross the chicken skin was, and the extravagent scents of the masterpieces being created around me.

The whole night was a beautiful success. The icing on the cake was the unexpected lunch the next day, where we all ate the leftovers. Then spent the double helping Jane clean the kitchen and get the rooms back in order. Which was a tiresome and tedious job that had to be done. But well worth it in the end. Just gives me an idea of what kind of mess I plan on getting myself into in the nearing future.

Yesterday was pretty cool. Went into town with Mum and Hannah. I bought a blank recipe book that I can fill with my own recipes. Then went to the movies with Kayla, Alex and Dylan. Watched South Solitary, which I must say was a brilliant movie.

Last night Mum, Hannah and I went to see a man named Sam Bailey, alongside his wife Jenny. The most beautiful people and the most awe inspiring. When Sam was 19 he was involved in a car accident, leaving him a quadriplegic. As a farmer, this was a devastating blow for him. However, Sam has come through his troubles and now co-owns a 1250 hectare beef cattle farm with his "little cracker" of a wife, Jenny. Sam has learnt to fly a light weight aircraft, and plans on being the first quadriplegic in the world to learn how to fly a helicopter.

At the end of the night I was, and still am, incredibly inspired by Sam and Jenny, and the distance they've come together, through so much. I'm in the process of reading their book. I'm only a chapter in, and it is still a fantastic read so far. Definitely recommend it. Had my copy signed and I plan on keeping it with me, to remind myself of how lucky I am.

Tonight I caught up on all my maths homework, am yet to catch up on English, but that won't be to hard. I hope. Tomorrow I have to tackle this CAFS assignment, otherwise I'm absolutely pooped. But tonight I also went through our cookbooks and flagged all the recipes I want in my book. I also spent some of today helping my Papou fixing the head light in my car. Took a chunk out of my finger, but it was fun. So now I have to write two lists. One being the things I shall need for my kitchen when I leave home so I can cook all of the recipes in my cookbook. And the other for the things I need to buy to put in the boot of my car, in my tool box that I plan on putting together.

Also planning a road trip to Queensland in October. Being more cost effective and more fun than the plane trip. Can't wait. Carroll Day this week. Have the best Cruella De Vil costume out there. Don't know how well it's going to go with jelly though. :S Oh well. It shall be good.

So au revoir, and I shall say again. I am one lucky girl. :)

slutty marshmallow

Okay. Pissed off. Me? Yeah. Forgive me but I'd actually like to do well in my exams. I don't care how much you hate school or how much you don't want to be there, but for me it's a different story. It's a step towards my future. My career. What happens to me when I leave. It affects the decisions I make and what I choose to do when I want. So don't you dare get fucking shitty when I tell you no, because you aren't really very high on my priority list at the moment. And if that isn't clear enough, come find me and I will make it clear for you.

You say you care what I think or feel, but you obviously don't take much notice. Leave me alone when I do my work. Leave me alone to concentrate and focus. Not only at school. Having the constant little distractions is really starting to shit me and I don't think I'm going to be able to handle that over the next month. So until the end of exams, fuck off, and leave me be. Stop pestering. If there's one thing I hate in the world it's persistent people. I said no once. Accept it and move on.

Okay. Now that that's over. Hello. Yesterday was epic. Woke up at 6am, got up at 8 and was at footy by 9.30. I drove there, attempted my first kerb-side park and ran up the kerb in front of everyone at the footy club. *blush* Embarrassing on another level. Then I drove from footy into town. Did that well, went to underground park, stalled over the first speed hump then near took the side off my car and another one. So Mum drove back to footy. Then I time-kept for the first half of the 17's game, blew the hooter late, after having the boys wait for five minutes, forgot I had to do three or four other things while I was time-keeping. So the start to my day was shit. Half-time I got ready for my game.

Played back pocket the whole game. Only came off in the last two minutes of the game. Almost played a whole game. Had a few good runs. Made a break through two Bermi girls then booted the ball out of the 50. Pretty happy with that. Bit stiff today, but was definitely worth it. Shame we don't play more often. Then sat around for the last few games. Did my job for the last game, then came home to get ready for Stars of the Seahawks.

That was pretty funny. Joshy V went first. So good. Then Captain AJ went, came out naked, only wearing two of the premiership flags. So funny. Then the acts went on. Had dinner and dessert. had a good time. Danced a bit. After it was all finished, the very very drunk boys started pulling their pants down. Two of them left off a bit of steam and were "fighting". Was pretty scary. After that we went home. $60 for a taxi out to Rosedale. Holy bananas. but we did do three trips in one, so it would've been less. Had to fill Mum in on what she didn't remember from last night. She was pretty sick, as soon as we got home she was hugging the toilet, then told us we should never drink. So funny. Didn't get to bed until 12:45 in the am. So tired.

Today. Played a few levels of Where's Wally? So good. But distracting. Got all my stuff for the SOR essay done, so I'm happy with that. Tried to have a go at the CAFS assignment but got to pissed off so I wrote this. And now I'm done. :) I got a new vegetable peeler for my knife roll for Hospo, cos the other one's shit.

Fin.

black friday

I don't know what I did. Give an inch and they take a mile. Then it's your fault because they're unhappy. Well you know what, you can come find me when you feel like having a civilised conversation, without getting depressed or making it depressing half way through. I'm sick of feeling like shit all the time, because of you and "your emotional constipation". Sick of it. There's obviously something wrong, and you won't tell me or let me help, then you wonder why I get the shits.

Anyway. Since my last blog we went to the Careers Expo and visited the Islamic Mosque in Canberra. The expo was awesome. Got heaps of stuff on the College's I wanted to go to, and then at the universities. Pretty happy with that. The mosque was awesome. The religion and the prayer session itself. It was incredible. The guys there were pretty cool too. They tried to convert a couple of people, including Mrs Whiting. :)

The Saturday before that Mum,Hannah and I went to Canberra for the day. Spent a whole heap of money. :) and watched Toy Story 3. I fell asleep through it. :S

Not much has really happened since then. Spent the day at Dylan's. That was pretty cool. :) Got our English assignment. Stoked with the topic I got. Done heaps of research for it already. So happy. :) :) And Mum ordered my Carroll Day costume. Keen for that to arrive. :D Footy tomorrow. So keen for that. I actually get to play. :D against Bermagui. Gunna be good. Then after that the Stars of the Seahawks is on. That's gunna be so good. Can't wait.

Bridget's birthday dinner tonight. Was pretty cool. Went to Hog's Breath. Tayla and I waited around for 45 minutes before people came. Then everyone came and we ordered and talked about sex, mine and Emily's affair, Harry Potter, the list goes on. Was so funny. Then I missed singing Happy Birthday cos I was in the loo when Peddles brought out the cake. Cake was lush as. So good.

But now I'm home in my room. Which I re-decorated. It is no longer blue and brown themed, but predominately white. I love it. Instead of being calming and chilled like it was, it's now bright and alive. So good. OH! And Mum bought me a Snuggie. Yeah they're weird, until you get one and it's the coolest thing on Earth. Stupid, but cool at the same time. I wear mine backwards, and it's leopard print. :)

I think that's it. 5 weeks of Year 11/Prelim year to go before we start HSC. Who else is shitting themselves? I am! Which also means 5 weeks until my birthday, and end of term. Yay! That means holidays soon. :)

Alright, I'm out.
I love you. :)

J. Alfred Prufrock

Okay, so as soon as I get on top of all my homework, it piles back on. It's okay though, because I know I can handle it. Slowly and more and more I'm finding I can handle a lot more things. Except yesterday. Yesterday sucked, and no I don't want to talk about it. But today I did get complimented from Mrs Cohen. Not something you hear very often, but it seems that I was the only one who had a go at deconstructing a couple of poems that are alluded to in Prufrock, and she said I did really well. So that's boosted my esteem in English, and I feel like I'm on the right track, and if I put in the hard work, it pays off. But I think I like looking at a poem, picking out the little bits by myself, and then leaving it at that. I enjoy it more that way.

Looking forward to the Careers Market on Wednesday. It will be good. Hopefully the Business College I want to go to will be there and I can get some stuff from them. :) And I'm very looking forward to visiting the Mosque. It'll be good to experience a new religion. Not something a whole heap of people get to do very often. And it means another bus trip. :) I like bus trips.

I'm trying to keep a positive outlook on everything. Maybe this is all for the better. I know it's going to make us stronger. I think Prufrock's helping me realise that I need to be more grown up about my decision making. Think it through before I go making any decisions. It's just making me see things differently. And the two other poems, "The Road Not Taken" and "To his coy mistress" really opened my eyes. I don't know how, they just did. I highly recommend them, especially "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost.

I had something else to say but I can't remember. :) But I'm happier. Oh! Big, big, HUGE thank you to everyone who's been checking up on me the past few days. It means a lot.

:) I love you. xxx

looking forward.

:) I feel so :) all of a sudden. I'm in the process of working out the kinks in what I want to do. I think Hospitality Management is where I'm heading. I never really liked the idea of an office job, but something about the formalities of it and the idea of international work opportunities is so inviting. I love the idea of the formal work, I loved doing the different functions and being part of organisations that work on putting together functions. Going into a Hotel and being able to say, "I manage this. I run it." is what I want to one day be able to say. I want to be able to travel overseas and live in another country doing something I love. I don't know what part of the Hospitality industry I want to be in, but it is definitely in Hospitality. And the best part is I don't have to go to University. I can get all 4 certificates at TAFE, bonus.

I'm finally all caught up on my work, and could possibly be a little bit ahead of everyone. Biology was extremely satisfying today, because I'd already read through and taken note of the things on Active and Passive Transport, and Diffusion and Osmosis. I already knew it, so the worksheets were easier and it was more like revision instead of new work. :) I was pretty happy. I've decided that I'm going to sit by myself in class from now on. After trying it today I managed to stay on task and concentrate better than when I sit with other people. I've just finished four hours of study and I'm feeling so good.

Top all of that off with KFC, a gorgeous boyfriend and the best friends and family in the world and I'm pretty much set for being in the right head space for the next 50 weeks of schooling. 12 weeks of holidays, 4 terms and 8 weeks left of school. I don't know whether to be excited or scared, but one thing's for sure, I can't wait to get out there, be more confident in myself and in my choices, have an idea of where I'm heading, and the work I need to do to get there. All's left is to get a job and start saving, and I'll be set. Finally starting to work things out.

So I raise my glass to the future, because God knows I plan on making it so much better than the past I'm leaving behind.

the most boring of all...

Hello.

It's the second last day of the holidays and I'm mighty pissed off. I wanted to get so much done these holidays. And all I'm going to be able to tell people I did all holidays was sleep and watch movies. I still haven't been to the beach. We've lived here for 3 months and I still haven't been to the beaches. Shall have to go tomorrow.

My list of things to do tomorrow:
1. Visit Rosedale Beach and 'Stinky's' Beach with the dog.
2. Wash the dog.
3. Finish at least half the mountain of homework I have.
4. Dye mine and Hannah's hair.
5. Vacuum the house.
6. Clean the house (again).
7. Make cake and biscuits.

That's about it so far. So yeah, pretty much all I've done all holidays is sleep and watch movies. Occasionally stepped outside, but not very often. Planning a trip to beautiful Queensland, either in the next couple of weeks, or later in the Term. Today was pretty good. Mum was in a good mood so we went shopping. We bought 3 iPod docks and a couple other things.

"And when you're sad, remember,
That Linda is a skanky whore."

God I miss the Wedding Singer. And everyone I've spoken to is as well. I put earrings back in my ears for the first time in ages. Absolutely killed, and that was the other day. They still bloody hurt. And Friday night I was putting some wood on the fire and touched the side. Burnt my fingers, which means I now have distorted fingerprints, which means if I'm suspected for murder, (hypothetically) half of my fingerprint on my middle and ring finger on my left hand will be missing. :D Pretty cool if you ask me.

I think that might be it. :) Hopefully I'll get up at a decent hour and be able to see a few more hours in my day catching up on my holidays. :)
I guess I'll be seeing some of you soon. :)
I love you. xxx

Blog 100

So I'm writing Blog 100. Kind of weird. 100 is a big number. I'm currently sort of watching I Am Legend. Bestest, most saddest movie. Texting my favourite most bestest boyfriend. Haha, I say favourite like there's more than one. :S There isn't, I promise. Mind you I have a friend who has nicknamed us Declan and Cassidy. Thanks Laura, you bloody spastic.

Holidays have been alright so far. Done shit all. Haven't done any homework, spent two full days in bed doing nothing but watch movies. Spent Thursday in town with Bec, John, Brady, Ally and Kaileigh. Had a good time. Went into Romantacy and looked around while Bec bought her birthday presents, I think. Had a look through the catalogue of lingerie that they had. Some pretty good stuff. After that we went to the movies and watched Toy Story 3. Successfully cried again. Then we went back to Becs, watched Chicago and got 6 people into her bed. Then we had dinner and cake and bitched and then played Sing star and Guitar Hero. :) Then we went to bed. Sarah and I moved into the other room and watched Bring It On and bitched some more.

So that was Bec's birthday. I have decided that I don't believe a word you have ever said to me. You have 3 stories to where it happened and 5 different ways the guy died. Oh yeah, I still most definitely still believe you. Thanks for nothing.

I am missing you very muchly. :) Am very looking forward to next weekend though. Very very much. Can't wait to see you again. Missing hugs and kisses very very much. Mind you i have enjoyed the texts I call novels. Have the special ones saved in a secret place. :D And guess what! I love you, and I miss you, and you know what comes next. :)

So that's about it from me. :)
I love you. xxx

Love -v- Hate

Okay, so the last couple of hours I have discovered two new things. Love and hate.

Love: for the two people who've opened my eyes to what I've noticed, but disregarded. Love for their need to protect me from the person I've put so much time and energy into for the past year and a bit. I owe you guys so, so much. You have no idea how thankful I am at the moment.

Hate: for the person I put my time and energy into. Never, in my life have I felt more used, betrayed, disgusted, angry, upset, disturbed or spiteful. How little you must be to make up your stories. How insanely disheartened I am at what I've heard. I hate that I believed you. I hate that I haven't noticed it earlier. I hate everything about you at the moment. I just don't know what to say to you, how I would tell you this if I ever had the courage or the control to tell you all of this to your face.

But any way. The house is clean, courtesy of yours truly. Found out that you can iron a shirt. :D Yes I'm proud, but when you can iron 15 shirts, 4 skirts and 2 pairs of pants in under 2 hours, come find me. Then will I be proud. Still have no homework done, which sucks cos I'd very much like to get some of it done, even if it's just for one subject, I would be happy.

Anyway, I myself am slightly upset and am going to try and sleep, considering it's 1:30am.
I love you. xxx

just one of those silly moods. :)

:) I love having friends that I can have a whinge too.

So now I understand what you two went through and I am so sorry if I ever said anything. So yeah, I miss you. But God, I can't even begin to fathom what some people I know must feel. They're like on the other side of the world. I'm sorry if I ever complain again.

So. It's holidays.
Saturday I didn't get out of bed at all. Watched movies all day.
Sunday I went into town and had lunch at the pub. Then me and Hannah went and watched Eclipse. So good.
Today was spent doing the washing.

Not much to report on. Except that I now know that you're even more selfish than I originally thought. And you two are even more amazing than I thought you were.
I love you. And you guys too. So much. xxx

mi amoire

What a week. Had the best time at the musical. Thursday night was so much fun. Just forgot who I was for the night and let my hair down. Finished in the best mood. Had way too much fun to care what anybody thought. I just found a whole other me. And I like her. A lot. Yesterday was pretty cool. Got to spend the day in my pyjamas. Maddy told me my legs look good in heels. Hahaha, thanks Maddy.

Today was biggest lazy day. Slept until 10:40 and only got up to make pancakes and have a shower. :) Just had dinner, Mum asked if we had any alcohol, so I went and looked in the cupboard and found a bottle of Jim Beam and a bottle of Ouzo. God I'm good.

So I'm tired from being in bed all day, and my phone just died. Great.
Good night everybody.
I miss you. xxx

A Pig That Thinks It's A Dog.

It's funny how as a little kid you watch a movie and know nothing about it, or none of the dialogue makes any sense. Watching movies now, I can find a whole heap of different meanings. I'm watching Babe, and I haven't noticed it until now that in the beginning of the movie the voice over talks about a "paradise" for pigs when they're big enough. That means when they go to DIE! Oh my Jesus. How bad are these little kids movies. Last night I was watching Mulan and one of the ancestors was talking about a cross dressing uncle. :O

On another note, the Musical starts tomorrow. How exciting!!! Finally sort of have the dance down pat. Some people piss me off. Like something else. There are little Year 7 and 8 girls who think it's okay to stand backstage and talk away while we're running through a scene, or just stand in the girls change room. Like seriously guys, there obviously isn't enough room as it is; shut the fuck up, and get out of the fucking way. Haha, the alarm clock in Babe is dubbed "The Mechanical Rooster". Thought you'd like to know.

So what day are we up to? Saturday was lovely. Freezing, but still a good day. Watched Toy Story 3 with my favourite guy, and then went and had lunch. :) I had fun, it wasn't very long, but it was good. Footy, or what I saw of it was good. Jumped straight into the canteen when I got back. That was alright. Got a Chocolate Crackle for helping. Then I went upstairs and was playing with one of the players little girls. Zoe is her name, and she's absolutely gorgeous. Sunday rehearsals were pretty good. It's crazy how everything comes together within the last few rehearsals.

Babe is actually a kind of really sad movie. Finally ran out of things to say. :D
Good night all.
I love you. xxx

oh really?

Afternoon everyone.
So a bit/not much has happened since Tuesday. Australia has their first female Prime Minister. Very exciting. And she's a redhead. More power to you Gillard.

Musical rehearsals today. Getting better. I can now sing Filipino. Toy Story tomorrow. :D Very keen. Rehearsals again Sunday and Monday. Hopefully will wear my ugly pants on Sunday, if I remember them. Then have the musical on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Thursday night is sold out, so I hear. :S Friday is chilled as. Pyjamas to school.

Talking to Tayla. :)
Fare well my darlings.
I love you. xxx

cheese.

Evening all.
Had a fantastically beautiful day today. Got woken up at 2am by a beautiful message from an incredible person. So the day was set to be great from the start. I don't even know why I was so happy, I just was. Handed in my English assignment. Glad to have handed that in. One more to hand in, and then that's it for the term.

Ally came back to school. :D Very happy to have her back, so is Brady. End of term is creeping closer, which means the musical is on soon. Getting kind of nervous. :S Oh well, it will be good. Hopefully.

Haha, Cheese. Stupid vicious cycle.

My day just went from :D to :'(

That is all from me.
I love you, more than before. xxx

franglais.

Hello. :)
Today was good. Finished my English assignment. And if I do say so myself, it looks pretty cool. :) I started and it looked shit, then I was walking through the backyard, and I saw this pot hanging on the fence and was like WIN! That's what I'm doing for my assignment, and changed my whole assignment. It screamed Fairies at me so I was like score. Very rarely do I find little inspirations like that and I'm glad I did, otherwise it wouldn't be done.

Yesterday was good. Had the Lions Club Dinner. I did set up for the musical for tomorrow. Got shit all done there. And when I got back to school it was all systems go. Mrs Harris and Mrs Hogg got me to be Maitre D'. It was so cool and unexpected. I'm glad though, it was the sort of confidence boost I needed. The night went well and the food was fantastic. Compliments from everyone to the chefs. Had a good chat to Kaileigh afterwards. After last night I think I'd really like going into the hospitality industry. Found a College in Sydney that does a Bachelor of Hospitality Management which would be something I could do. So hopefully I don't change my mind again, because I would love to do this.

On the way home with Mrs Harris she said I did really well and that everyone thought I did well. A bit more for the confidence and a bit on the ego. :) God knows I need it. Through the night got lots of support from everyone. Lots of hugs and compliments. :) Just what I needed after the past few weeks. Got home and had to clean my room. Didn't get to bed 'til midnight. Then fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. Woke up about 9 and stayed in bed until 12. It was good.

Overall, the past couple of days have been pretty awesome. First musical rehearsal tomorrow, nervous and excited. Should be good. :)
Fare be well.
I love you. xxx

bert, bert, hey bert!

Where to start?
Got up a 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Bussed it to Sydney. Wicked was... wow. Words can't describe how fantastic it was. Defying Gravity, best song of the show. Watching it I felt kind of comforted because I knew a few of the songs from Music previously. BERT NEWTON was in it. :D I was more excited about seeing Bert than the actual show itself. I was all :D and everyone else was a bit "it's only Bert," and I was like "yeah, but Bert's a freaking legend!" Silly people. Bus back was :) :)

Today was okay, I think. The morning was tricky to get through. Everyone was so tired. Had a talk from a few of the "Speed Blitz Blues" NSW Cricket Team in second period. It was pretty cool. Got a "show-bag" with a poster and a wrist band and some pamphlets and a stress ball. :D

Then Bec roared at Cody and everyone got tense. So I got up and left, did some homework. Still have heaps to do. And two assignments. Cleaned the house again. At least got a thank you this time.

I'm finding myself home alone more and more. It's okay, I'm watching Happy Feet. Might have to do some homework soon. :S Oh well, good night ladies and jelly spoons.
I love you. xxx

get keen. :D

Dearest life, :)
You are wonderful at the moment. It's full of fabulous people. The weekend away seems to have done me some good. Very very so extremely insanely keen for Wicked tomorrow. :D :D I even made cookies for the occassion. Well actually, Coles made the dough, I just cut it up and put it in the oven. :D They still taste good.

Today was :D Except Hospo. Was a bit flat for that, but now it's all :D again. I'm a bit shocked at the amount of cookie dough I didn't eat. :) Now my hands smell like cookie dough. Yum. I am very much in love with this song "Quequn'un M'a Dit" by Carla Bruni. It's off (500) Days of Summer and it's all in French, so I can't understand much of it, but it's pretty.

Eh, GET KEEN PEOPLE!!!
I love you. xxx
Farewell. :D

:) --> :D --> :( --> :S

Leaving tomorrow. :( :( I don't know if I want to go back. It's so nice here. Bit fresh with the wind blowing. But I must say, it was awful nice to get away. Am getting very keen to go to Wicked. It's going to be fantastic.

Eh, I don't have much more to say. Oh, I got my costume for the "Side-burns Lady" for the musical. And you two seriously confuse the fuck out of me.

That is all.
I love you. xx

*relaxed*

Here in Toowoon Bay. So nice. I actually rekon I could live here. Everyone's so nice and the whole town is beautiful. It's a bit cold, but the sun's out and it's nice.

We left home a 5:47am and grabbed a McDonald's coffee and headed off. Went over the mountain and turned off to Goulburn. Went through Goulburn and got breakfast, saw the big arse jail. Then I drove until we got to Sydney. After that it wasn't too crazy. Traffic was a bit insane.

But now I have to do some homework and get back to reality. It's so peaceful here. Relaxed as. Had the awesomest Cheeseburger and had it at the lake side. It's beautiful. Can't get over how nice it is.

:):) I is off.
Fare be well my dears.
Love you. xxx

Terrigal.

:):) I'm actually starting to get keen to leave. Get out and get some fresh air, so to speak. We're only doing the "pre-trip" routine. Clean and wash everything so we have nothing to do when we get back. HAHA! Far out. Just finished the ironing. :D Still have other washing and crap to do, but I'm taking a break. :P

School is school. Everyone tried to steal my potato bake. It was so good. :) Gave what I couldn't eat to Brooke coz she had no food. :( I have lots of homework to keep me busy, and an assignment to do. :S Crap it. Slowly, slowly things are starting to look good. Next term I just have to stay on top of my work. Prioritise everything.

Mmmmm. Ice cream. :) I'm actually kinda hungry. :S Amazing Race. (Y) Good show. Um, hmmm. Oh, Hi Dylan. Sheesh woman. :) I love you. Silly boy.

Eh, I has to go put more washing on. :(
Good night,
I love you. xxx