I just don't know anymore. People say you only live once, so live it how you want. In theory, this is easy, but putting it into practice is the hard part. When there's someone screaming in your ear and jamming orders down your throat.
I started the day in tears, and ending it the same way. All I've done today is homework and housework. The same as every Saturday, because I'm the lazy shit. I just don't know anymore. I know I can't do anything to get myself out of it forever, I'd hurt to many peopole, but sometimes, I can only imagine.
I deffinately know I'm upset because I can't sing. I have to survive til tomorrow, and then I'm gone for a night, at least. To get me away from here. From a place I call home, but at times I call Prison. I'm not hungry anymore.
I can't eat, I can't sleep and I can't stand to cheer myself up. And at the moment, I physically can't write.
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